On the eve of graduation i can only question how down i feel. Im glad to be finished with school esp after how difficult it was for me but sad bc now Im grown up and need to make real decisions that affect real lives. My biggest surprise is that Im not depressed about not having access to my friends. The truth is i havent felt particularly close to them recently anyways. Sure i love them and all but its hard to miss them when they start forgetting about you or finally realizing that Im not that funny, not just bc i went to Florida and back. So much has happened these last 2 months and only one person told me about the changes in their life. What kind of friendship is finding out about ended relationships or new ones when theres an awkward silence or i have to pull it out of you? Im envious of my mom who continues to converse with friends from back in Korea who shes seen only twice since she moved here 30 years ago and i can only wonder who will stay in touch after tomorrow….

Only Me…..

Only I would just get the letter in the mail for FL board of health telling me ONE WEEK PRIOR my next rotation that my application that I had mailed in a month was missing MY SIGNATURE!!!! ARGGGGGGG!!!!!

Swim swim swim swim swim swim swim swim swim swim swim swim

burlesonspride:

@blakeshelton: So Miranda and I have talked about it. And I don’t care what anybody says. ANYBODY.. @kelly_clarkson is THE best singer on earth. Period.

Amen